Four hundred pages of painfully powerful verse that you will have to force yourself to slow down and not rush through. Yes, you want to know what happens to the young, black, muslim teen writing his truth, but to read it too quickly will deprive you of feeling and contemplating and absorbing the message that if, you, like me are a white (ish) person of privilege, need to surround yourself regularly with to understand. The OWN voice narrative is co-written by one of the Central Park Exonerated Five and should be required reading for everyone 14 and up.
Amal Shahid is 16 years old, and maintains he is being wrongfully accused of a crime that has left a white boy unconscious. He acknowledges he threw the first punch, but is adamant that he didn’t throw the last. From his trial to his incarceration in a juvenile detention facility, the narrative pushes forward as he adapts to confinement with flash backs to pivotal moments in his life. He is a gifted artist and writer and his creativity and ability to express himself is what will hopefully provide him a way to survive.
I know I’m leaving this vague, because truly I cannot do it justice. I started taking pictures of powerful sections, and when I found myself taking pictures of nearly every page, I realized that the book is something to be experienced in its entirety and will include just a few internal pages to tempt you.
WHY I LIKE IT:
The book is impactful in that it claims only to share the protagonist’s truth, it doesn’t get off tangent from that, but allows for the reader to add to the narrative their own understanding to make it personal and resonate most profoundly. His situation involves so many injustices plagued upon him only because of his skin color, and a system that is designed to keep racism alive and powerful. He was at the wrong place at the wrong time perhaps, but while the book is heavy, hope is ever present. I’d like to believe it is because of those that refuse to give up on Amal. I was swept away by the power of a mother’s love. Truly, what strength for a young man in Amal’s situation to have the world betray him so often in his young life, to find unflinching love, support, belief, and determination in his mother.
I love that his mother is a practicing Muslim, his grandmother attends church, and he loves them both and values their spirituality. Allah, the Quran, and Islam are mentioned regularly. It never is preachy, or gives much doctrine, but it is present, and is a tangible part of how Amal sees the world.
There is language and violence. He has a crush on a girl and she writes him letters, nothing obscene. There is racism, bullying, racial slurs.
TOOLS FOR LEADING THE DISCUSSION:
There is so much to discuss in this book, and so many resources online. I think the book might be too mature for my middle school book club, but I am suggesting it to the high school book club. This book needs to be read, discussed, breathed in, and experienced. Plus the author’s real life experiences should be incorporated into the discussion as well as the student’s understanding of how present racism is and how they can use their voices and influence to create real, lasting, change, inshaAllah.